Falling, failing & true feminine power

Apsolutiram
2 min readDec 14, 2020

Truth is, you won’t always manifest as your “best” self, but this may work in your favor.

Firstly, it will challenge your perception and notion of what power looks like.

A lot of people see themselves as weak in the “fall” frequencies.

The glorification of being in the “Rise”, getting up — being forceful — has been synonymous for being powerful — and we have neglected the true feminine power of falling — of pure state of surrender.

and so often, just as the feminine principle has been treated as lesser — falling is treated as failing, and often through identification — whenever we are in the fall — we consider ourselves and our lives completely disastrous, a failure -

which is a subjectively perceived and assigned meaning — a meaning that, falling does not indeed have.

In fact, we can decide for ourselves what meaning we attribute to falling.

It is safe to say that falling is a journey, we have been unequipped for, as the majority of our lives, we have been to distracted, too busy — striving and forcing our way forward.

Personally I find state of surrender, to be as powerful as it gets and it’s more difficult that one might think. Because, what do you mean “You have no control?”

To be in state of surrender is to be in state of unconditional acceptance.

This also mean that you can’t manipulate Universe to impose your will or desires and you can’t get your way.

So what can you do? Are you truly powerless?

This is a vital moment in your paradigm shift.

You fall deeper into intimacy with yourself, because you start looking internally and start the journey of self reflection. That’s what falling is for, and that’s exactly where it takes you — into God’s embrace.

You fall into a spectrum of your emotions, of your conditioning, or your defense mechanisms and you see into what’s being shown. You fall into the depths of your unexplored potential.

So you no longer resist the world being so, you have no idea of changing it — because you are changing and then you’re vigilantly witnessing and opening, opening, opening like a wild flower.

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This is feminine power.

You no longer fight with that is being shown, you no longer fight with the pain, with contrast,

Because as you become open, you open up to the endless possibilities beyond your imagining, beyond your plans, beyond your cleverness, beyond your desires — and so blessings fall into your chalice like raindrops.

…and as you allow your old self and idea of self to dissolve, you are not failing - you are being refreshed and replenished.

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